hey mama karley i just. kinda wanted a shoulder to rest my head on bc today has been. trash. im sick and went to dinner at the cafeteria at my school with my friends and i have autism so sometimes i say 'weird' stuff or act 'crazy' (my friend's words) and they started saying that if they went to prison they'd want me there because no one would 'go near me' because i'm 'scary' but i'm super nonviolent and sweet and it hurt my feelings a lot a lot. i don't mean to be 'crazy'. it's just hard.