karley i know ur busy but i had to tell someone!.... im staying w/ my bf for the first time and while im super excited im also REALLY WORRIED, bc we've been together for ages and we've both done heaps of things but like, ive never blown him before and tbh dicks sorta scare me? like he LOVS going down on me and stuff but then im like ?? rlly lame when it comes to doing stuff with him and i feel bad and im just trying not to freak out too much ahhsfsg